A Collage of Concentrated Catastrophes

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

What is Lee-ing?

Lee: (v) to badger a person for what is going on with them, smiley faces, and or giggles


People often use my name as an adverb or adjective....but now I'm defined as a verb by Emp.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Top Ten Books I Plan To Read Next

Zero Decibels - George M Foy (I've been searching for real silence a long time, piqued interest)

How to Be A Man - Glen O'Brien (one of my favorite people, "the style guy" from GQ and Interview Mag, so obviously gonna pick this up)

Devotion: A memoir - Dani Shapiro (uh...lol personal reasons?)

A Hundred Brothers - Donald Antrim ( Antrim is the author of my favorite book of all time "The Verficationist," and this is supposed to be his best book)

Final Quote of Tell Tale Brain by VS Ramachandran

"Science tells us we are merely beasts, but we dont feel like that. We feel like angels trapped inside the bodies of beasts, forever craving transcendence. The essential human predicament in a nutshell"

Transcend.

Monday, July 18, 2011

The Fly Alludes You, Walt

Pride is the prettiest face of fear.
Much like love of self is not self, reflecting, but being.
In eyes of blind birds is my awareness.
In a world where half of one is equal in value to one of two, but most of each lack understanding. The beach is a territorial growl of calm.
What you feel is not peace on shore, but what I ask is dance, a waltz on ventilated history, where I, and I alone, get chance with the rash of opportunity.

Does a puppet know its free?
A flow of motion unbound, because even bones restrict.
A smile of permanence, the truth of bliss is not always ignorant.
Until made aware of his string, he is stringless, but made aware of his string, he is strung.
O Puppet, do you not see the gift given unto you?
Poor puppet, stuck now in your mentality.
If only you knew understanding.
Love is joy, and Love is acceptance.
Accept joy. Its rare strangle.

Friday, July 15, 2011

How To Photograph Women Part 1 and 2



These playlists were inspired by the master photographer/editor Olivier Zahm's Los Angeles exhibit "How To Photograph Women" These are photos from the event, blurred by me, symbolic of the transition from still life to motion via artistic medium. Part One I like to call Sense, its a bit slower and structured like the energy lifted from a woman during touch. Part Two is called Motion; motion is in a way the evolution of sense, you feel then act. A special thanks to my personal homies Mac Tha Knife, FutureSounds, Jaafar, and to Olivier Zahm for the inspiration. Special thanks to Glam for making me actually do it.













How To Photograph Women Part 1:

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=RWO658HI

or

http://www.mediafire.com/?x3y7ys0tkyhw88q


How To Photograph Women Part 2:

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=Y6VH58B0


or

http://www.mediafire.com/?142qmvnjjbkt88q

Saturday, July 9, 2011

An Autograph On A Shell

Faint but ever present, an aged follicle,
what once was but was at once to become a orgiastic array of collaged memory and being outgrown


sense qua sense via love qua love
l'air du desert marocain draped along the decorative linens of deceptions peripheral
the ornamentation of destiny across the coastal plain that is
bold, sonically;a hold, tonically
arresting, healing, building
the eternal whirlpool inwards of lusts vein
crying wolf as a predecessor for climatic evolution

No intensive folly, she feels.




Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Page 200

There is a brick wall in my backyard, that is to say, south of home

Monday, June 6, 2011

The Last Days of Mark Antony pt 1

The corroding wave continuously mates with the earth surround. Serenity devours calamity. She fights for position, a transition of loss, a blind reward.


The Last Days of Mark Antony.


Terrific, both meanings sublime. The only gift for a man with a kingdom, a cottage away from home. Hindsight, a glutton for emotional turmoil.

Monday, December 20, 2010

In bare, Heatnalyist


The Darkest Ballerina

My major flaw is your happiness..
The heartbeat of she, bleeds from my stomach....
an eternal wound.....silent....external womb.....sulks and yet....births
...the wants of her...the needs of you...and of she....and of she...


Watching myself die in your arms...
Heat...the holy sacrifice amongst thine.....

En Havoc

Impossible is perfection, in anatomical precision....awareness
South of laughter, I know six, Picassos, African Era


Sunday, November 7, 2010

Spaz 2: The Moment

Spaz 2: The Moment

Spaz 2 is….representative of eye contact. It’s a journey between iris across the room. Hello to Goodbye, club night. A little of this, a little of that as always. Enjoy!

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=EC1O119T

Friday, October 29, 2010

Heat, Runaway, Twitter, Tippy Toeing to myself...

I've been ghost..what..months now? Blame twitter..and tumblr...and titties...but yeah, I was on there earlier, just wanted to share the love to my site:

"There were three things I liked about Runaway....
1. The picture I posted on my tumblr....the ballerina tippy toeing right before he says runaway...u cant time that...

2. Kanye name dropping Kubrick after the premiere...(although hype and kanye are nowhere near as obsessive....not possible, dream big tho)

3. The white servants....lol...interesting touch.


kanye is The embodiment of emotion...positive and negative....

"The perception of an artist is based on the viewers preferences" - @

Anyone disagree?


ideology....ideal......

Pretty much why we're all full of shit when it comes to music....especially within our own respective racial, gender, culturees



If I hate elton john....its likely Im not gonna call his music art...

yet...he could be the greatest artist of all time....takes a lot to learn to step out of that zone and analyze the psyche of artists
as well as the art itself....because you cant be purely objective or purely subjective....you gotta blend passion and reason and structure
I wish rap had more artists....eh...what i mean is, i wish there was more expression, less trend....there are like 5 creative rappers, 3 r trash
I dont want rap to turn into an art gallery...but it'd make for a nice balance....cant have 50 wizs, 50 drakes, and 50 buddens not without me jumping off a bridge.

what I mean by subjective and objective is...stickin with Kanye....subjectively, to me that is, 808s n Heartbreak was trash...lol..autotune...trash...but objectively...it was one of the most experimental rap based albums of the century, if not ever....pretty easy to classify as art

Heatsy Note: I did like a song on 808s...say you will is one of my favoite ye tracks ever....pure. Drake was garbage on it. Stop comparing.
It's hard not to feel a track thats just a dude crooning in a horrible voice to a beat thats just a heartbeat...thats pain.



RT: @: @ I hear you. Rock has so many sub genres ..rap is just one cluster of undeveloped music, where's the evolution

^^exactly.....I used to be a rap purist, so I know how yall feel bout this artsy bullshit lol...but they dont cancel each other out...the "rap" artists..right now...nonexistant basically...and the hiphop rappers....dont really say much...so....why blame one or the other?

when the man that refers to himself as God (Hova)of rap, tells you he's gonna dumb it down because a. u dont care b. it pays bills...How u gonna cry when you prove him right? lol

New experiences lead to new perspectives.
Apply that.

"I could let this dream killers, kill my self esteem, or...use my arrogance as the steam to power my dreams/I use it as my gas, so they say that im gassed, but without i'd be last, so i ought to laugh.." - Ye (college dropout era)

Expression.

- Heat











Monday, August 23, 2010

Return of Heat pt. 2 : Tone

Sometimes how you say something says more than what you said. This playlists focuses on emotional depth rather than lyrical content.....so go with that iight? You got some angry kids on here, some sad stuff, a pot head, passionate point of views, the homie Nolan speaking truths etc...

p.s. I KNOW yall gonna say something about waka being on there lol....I know...I know...but I get him on that track , first time ever.


Spaz Playlist: Love via Waves

so, this started off as just an electro-soul playlist, but I was wandering off in the depths of thought one night...and around the 12th song added to the playlist, I realized that love can be represented through pretty much any form of expression...its also a basic reaction, so makes sense to do on my first playlist of this type. It begins with acknowledge, ends with a blissful doze...its basically a sexual expression bouncing between genre's.

p.s. Keep in mind, subject matter isn't to be consistent when discussing love because love is not defined by romance but my movement.




-Heat



Sunday, August 15, 2010

Declaration of Victory, A Letter To Obstacle. Uno.




Dear war,

It's been the most trivial minute since I last met your chamber's acquaintance. Times have grown tough. Temptation, boundaries unbound.....surround with no sound, even tougher. It has been brought to my attention that singularly defeat stands to gain. You see, I'm self destructive, my future's value is only as essential to my existence as it is the progression of others. Fortunately, I have recruited balance. She, of course, stabilizes any horse in the ideological stable that sets me free. I now have strategy without compromising my creativity or magnanimity in the eyes of those whom dependence lies within faith of yours truly. Here I stand...armored, shielded to and through. By Thee. Delicately Unique Bridled By Beauty

-Trouble McAdams
Revolutionary