A Collage of Concentrated Catastrophes

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Pale Fire: Good Question.

"And now what shall I do? My knight is pinned.."


Who rides so late in the night and the wind?
It is the writer's grief. It is the wild.
March Wind. It is the father with his child.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

The Implications of J

Implications are unrealistic. In reality, an implication proves that the mind is, on occassion, overwhelming to the being (for instance, you can overcome these occassions through will power, God, etc...)


to be cont.

Monday, October 12, 2009

the wind

I watched her sit, 50 moons, and each night, the problem was the same.

Everytime she went away, then up, the sun, it came


- the breeze outside last night

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Pale Fire: I Be...On It All Night...

Man....I be On it All Day. Straight Up....



"How not to panic when you're made a ghost:


Sidle and slide, choose a smooth surd, and coast,
Meet solid bodies and glissade right through,
Or let a person circulate through you.
How to locate in blackness, with a gasp,
Terra the Fair, an orbicle of jasp.
How to keep sane in spiral types of space.
Precautions to be taken in the case
of freak reincarnation: what to do
On suddenly discovering that you
Are now a young and vulnerable toad
Plump in the middle of a busy road,
Or a bear cub beneath a burning pine,
Or a book mite in a revived divine."

- Pale Fire




Believing: When I dont, You do.




So I have a problem....lol, I mean...I'm perfect, a damn horse is a damn horse of course of course...but I like a certain thing more than most people, but I love something else more. Now....with that said, in business, which has examples for everything in life (the bible, art, and acid are the only other products to have said effects as well), says...with everything there is a trade off. What if, in moments of weakness, we go into cake and eat it too phase? I realized that, isn't this....exactly what inner strength really is? It is a counter balance, any level of weakness can be balanced if you find the right thing......that thing must respond in accordance to you, as you do to it though. Anyway....this verse sums that up...from one of my favorite Bible chapters:


"The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love."

- Galatians 5:6




Thursday, October 8, 2009

"I'm Listening"

Something tell's me only muffin will get the connection between the title and Seattle lol...I miss you! Anywayyyy....so...gonna be heading up north in 2010, not soon as I wanted, but getting there is important no? Here's the first place I will eat on the first day of the rest of my life, The Infamous 'Lowell's' :


Lowell's !!!


uhm...yeah buddy. (Y'all know I only order blueberry pancakes



....but this right here? THIS RIGHT HERE?!?!?!....brb..kitchen run.)

Self Esteem Paper 10/08




So, as you know I start off every academic paper with some mindblowing quote right? lol Iight, so I had to write a paper about self-esteem but I wanted to put a personal twist on the quote rather than focus on self-esteem itself. So, from nature's favorite poet:




"Finish every day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense. This day is all that is good and fair. It is too dear, with its hopes and invitations, to waste a moment on yesterdays."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson (from one of his Memoirs)





Monday, October 5, 2009

Pale Fire.....yeah yeah.

I'm back on my Pale Fire shit lol. It's in my top three books all time, and recently I found it in paperback...so...deal with me. First excerpt...*ahem*


"Bypass chair legs and stray beneath the bed,
There was a sudden sunburst in my head.

And then black night. That blackness was sublime.
I felt distributed through space and time:
One foot upon a mountaintop, one hand
Under the pebbles of a panting strand,
One ear in Italy, One eye in Spain,
In caves, my blood, and in the stars, my brain.
There were dull throbs in my Triassic; green
Optical spots in Upper Pleistocene
An icy shiver down my Age of Stone
And all tomorrows in my funny bone."



Well damn.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Destiny Arresting Me






There comes times in everyone’s life where they need to make a decision to be more than they think they can. You have to take and cherish these moments as they will change your life forever.


— Jeff Monson



found on "It's Sometimes Like It Never Started..."








Thursday, October 1, 2009

Old Source, Wise Words








"She wont fuck you, if she dont trust you"





Friday, September 25, 2009

Night Night.

Sight. Vision. Two Words. Infinite Compare.
Foul is Fair When I Breathe Your Air.

Forgot the rest...lol. I'll finish it later.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Slow Motion Feelings.

"All I did was give you some thoughts"

My favorite line from In The Mood For Love....funny, this movie is not about words....see below:

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Jackin Posts...


I'm gonna rob my brother Makonnen, here, of one of his sources, from his fantastic site:


http://thebridgebetweenhearts.tumblr.com/




http://fuckyeahhappy.tumblr.com/post/180432334

To the Dungeon pt.2: You're Asleep, Hope I'm With You

I was gonna type some bullshit here lol, nice save Cee-Lo, stole the words sir.


To the Dungeon pt. 1: Sensei, Cee Say.

“All things are subject to interpretation whichever interpretation prevails at a given time is a function of power and not truth.”

-Nietzsche


True....but on that note, fuck Nietzsche, never liked him. Good vagina would solve most of his problems with the world, moving along...


I've been thinking a lot...




so I went to the Dungeon, they are my Wu after all, I pulled out a few quotes that match me from the most underrated MC of all time:


"Sometimes a stranger can be your best friend..."

"Sometimes seeing you feel good, makes me feel better"

"Sometimes faith is not knowing any better, sometimes nothing is what you believe in"

"Sometimes happiness hurts worse"



"Sometimes...I just want to listen.....Sounds good to me"

"using unrequested envious infested poetry to provoke with persistence"

"their deepness makes them doubtful"

"because...mixed belief creates confusion"

"unstoppable.....unfuckwitable...and unforgettable"

"All the credibility is his...so let these words of wisdom and in the same breath warning"


"Woah"



See what he did there? He feels you, then replaces you with him, then replaces your feeling...with his feeling. Me going to Cee-lo for guidance is odd...I havent listened to him that way since I went through my depression phase. I'm in an opposite stage now....yet..the same words mean the same things, yet....they lead to different outcomes. Reflection and Perspective. My words of the day.

And I was gonna put "She Knows" here, but that songs about his mother lol, immediately this came to mind:






" *quotes the first two verses* "


not so much the last part of the song haha....

...pt. 2 in a few mins.