When Two is Three, There's You. There's me.

So...there are two new women in my life.
One tells me it wont work, the other is in love with me.
One knows me, one wants to know me.
They're both beautiful....to my knowledge, I haven't been in either,
One's stuck, the other I want to stick to.
but this isn't about psyches, personalities (split or whole), or physical contact.
That's a lie. Everything fits with one of those words.
Ambition is audacious.
One's a change, so is the other.
Can new be new if you knew new forever?


Break.

"I'm still riding with my main bitch" - Wiz Khalifa




I can see sounds, feel (physically...literally) them, whats that called?
Synesthesia? Yeah...thats it....Kanye got that no? I'll pass...wait...Hendrix got that? Maybe I do ha. I'm rambling, this isnt relevant.



Right. Break over.

So....these women, one's a trail, the other a journey.
One talks me to sleep, the other wakes up to me.
One fronts like its death, I live for the other's back.
One Needs me. One needs Me.
There's a difference there.


Break.


(I have a fetish for word emphasis, blame Brentwood Academy. Capitalization is power [business, economics, art....words, think on that.])

Right. Break over.

She'd get that...so would Her.
One outsmarts me, the other is smarter than me.
One believes me, the other believes in me.
One inhales luxurious lava, the other inhales me.
One exhales me, the other exhales smiles not susceptible to similes.
One lurks, One sleeps....a lot.
They both woke though.
I dont know much about one, by that I guess I mean a dark past, which is not to say the past is dark, im just not enlightened on the situation.
I know more than most about the other, no explanation needed there, this one has a bright future, by that I mean, I'm enlightened to it. Or with it.
Tick Tock, Heatsy baby...


Break.

(thats what I call myself, long story)


Right.Break over.


They both say....we got time.
So....we got time.
One's the winner.
I hope one knows it.

Counting Hers.....pt. 1

We make Love, These are similarities.

...The ground is counterproductive.


...Combinations, pitch black in awe, are countless.





...All purpose is the counter.




...Reality is counterintuitive.





...A mold is counterfeit




...Her I am counting.





.......A Whole, my counterpart.

What's My Line? A shy Yes.

I've had two conversations about style in the last few days, twice I had no idea what to say. I'm a stylish muhfucka. Yes. Fact. I grew up with a mother who didn't play that lol (minus 7th grade, rebel period...I didnt tie my shoes the whole year...member that? Girls still loved me though, shh.). Anyway, since then I've been thinking about style, that leads to YSL, the only fashion dude as well as the only gay male, who has had an influence on me. Don't front on Yves, dude was a G when he got older. He was humble, I think thats what I stole from him. I'm a dress clothes guy, I'd wear a suit everyday if I could. The first luxury item I bought with my own money was a pair of YSL slacks, charcoal grey...they...are still slightly too large for me lol...but I was proud nonetheless. I came across this tonight. The shy Yes is one of my secret weapons. He's acting. Yet he's not. Well played.

Update: New Beginnings

from one track to five.....more to be added soon, shout out to the homie SlikD. Each track represents something about this transition I'm going through...yet...they all reek of sunshine. You know me.







- Heat

Supporting the Mike, Suffering the Mic

Underground Atlanta is coming soon......You can listen to it all here...

Killer Mike - Underground Atlanta

The Best New Beginnings are the Same Old Days

So...todays the first day of the rest of my life right?...I can deal with that. I will be composing a playlist that accompanies that thought....this aint no music blog though...lol, just been in a music mood lately.


*playlist here when I wake up and get to work on it*

preview:

This is my SHIIIIIII right now, perfect title:

The Check Point - Curren$y and Wiz Khalifa

Truth vs. The Truth

coming soon.....september or so.


*edit*...kinda cant do this post now. lol...dont wanna delete...gimmie a week, ill think of something clever.

My Heart Often Fights Over The Same Damn Thang.

ha...let that muddle in your puddle.

VS










Either way....



=

New TheWerd: CALI

New The Werd aka Werdel Rapstro haha, featuring Traphik - Cali







DOWNLOAD:




A lil summer anthem for the left side....feel free the spread and post, and by feel free I mean do so. That's an order, not a request. The link below contains the Track, the artwork, the instrumental, as well as the acapella for those looking to go in.



http://rapidshare.com/files/261578928/Cali.zip


-Heat


Bonus:


separated pieces of the puzzle:

Track:

http://rapidshare.com/files/26158062...ft.Traphik.mp3

Acapella:

http://rapidshare.com/files/261580629/Cali_Acapella.mp3


Open verse:

http://rapidshare.com/files/26158063...Open_Verse.mp3

Music of the Moment:

Here are half a dozen (and a bonus video) songs I'm bumping at the moment:


Adiam Dymott - Cars




BONUS (You know how I am about my female rockers lol): Adiam Dymott - Pizza




Mayer Hawthorne - Shiny and New






Dudley Perkins - Understandment





Jose James - Black Magic (basically my favorite new song)




JBIII - Pantyhose (instrumental...yes...the real song is the truth, but the instrumental is for lovers.)






S.L. Jones - PostUp

Hello Sir. It's Me...Margr...wait....

haha...


Now. On to serious business. It's been about a year and a half since I read a Wallace Stevens poem. As many of you know, Mr. Stevens gave me my life's motto (see: Man w/The Blue Guitar), so as my nose bleeds and my leg bleeds (two for one special....hold up...)

..............if I may pause here to mini-rant. This one is for you muffin, future psychiatrist (psychologist?...we need to talk about that lol) *ahem* (*in Bill Nye voice*): Do you think it is possible for a person to justify an emotional pain through physical pain, even if indirectly? We'll talk soon. Where was I? Oh...

and my mind wanders to something I have to deal with eventually, I owe to ol' Wally to give him first shot to provide perspective. This is me revisiting a few poems, snatching some sections I relate to in my own way at this moment, and tossin em at you all. Obviously I won't be explaining the meanings to you (a. Mr. Stevens would come back to life and slap me haha and b. Its me?) Let's dance shall we?


1

"Will say of the mansion that it seems

As if he that lived there left behind

A spirit storming in blank walls,

A dirty house in a gutted world,

A tatter of shadows peaked to white,

Smeared with the gold of the opulent sun."
- A Postcard From the Volcano

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2

"Opusculum paedagogum.

The pears are not viols,

Nudes or bottles.

They resemble nothing else. "
-Study of Two Pears

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3

"Of the two dreams, night and day,

What lover, what dreamer, would choose

The one obscured by sleep?

Here is the plantain by your door

And the best cock of red feather

That crew before the clocks."
-Hymn from a Watermelon
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4

II

"I was of three minds,

Like a tree

In which there are three blackbirds.

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III

The blackbird whirled in the autumn winds.

It was a small part of the pantomime.

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IV

A man and a woman

Are one.

A man and a woman and a blackbird

Are one.
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V

I do not know which to prefer,

The beauty of inflections

Or the beauty of innuendoes,

The blackbird whistling

Or just after.
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VIII

I know noble accents

And lucid, inescapable rhythms;

But I know, too,

That the blackbird is involved

In what I know.
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XI

He rode over Connecticut

In a glass coach.

Once, a fear pierced him,

In that he mistook

The shadow of his equipage

For blackbirds. "
-Thirteen Ways of Looking At a Blackbird




To be continued?

Sometimes No Title Says It All

As always, Blu knows what to say:

Pictures That Move Me

....been meaning to do this...I'll keep it pg. lol.

THATS OUR PRESIDENT lol

You Got Your Druks On?!?!?!

My partner in artistic crime The Werd...back with a new video promoting Druks Wear (Yes...that says Paris...We International...You Aint Know?)


"Ima Pop Bottles Til The 5..6..and...7's look like Top Models"

The Werd - Got My Druks On from Druks Paris on Vimeo.

It's gonna be a hot summer of Ignance...yes...Ignance!

Links For The VaCay (You like what I did there? Edition)

You know the deal....I'm making up for lost time, past and future.....just had a slice of orange and I'm good.





http://jessj.wordpress.com/2009/06/06/a-love-letter/




inside joke?...maybe so....maybe no (I'll take a tanch of outkast anyday though ;) )




http://pipeline.refinery29.com/screen_shot/scary_sexy_from_thriller_to_ho.php


really weird movies with dope sex scenecs, no surprise to most of you but..yeah...I've seen the overwhelming majority of these lol. (Crash from the 90s, one of my favorite movies! Must see)


http://www.slantmagazine.com/tv/tv_review.asp?ID=101



It's no king of the hill......




http://pipeline.refinery29.com/pipeline_feature/from_90s_belair_to_millennial.php



really though? No one loves the 90s like me but er....I'll pass




http://www.vanityfair.com/online/daily/2009/06/johnny-depp-vanity-fair-cover-notes.html




Yeah...this is for me not being at the reunion class in a few days (weeks?) lol, You Depp lovers know who this is for.




http://www.owlasylum.net/?p=148




Wise Brother Owl chimes in with a very relevant post right now




http://www.concierge.com/tools/travelawards/goldlist/2009?mbid=con_house_goldlist



This is my hint, that you should travel like me....I stay subtle no?




http://www.thesartorialist.com/photos/6059FtGBike_502Web.jpg
http://www.thesartorialist.com/photos/6019FTGCandyShop248Web.jpg
http://www.thesartorialist.com/photos/FtGBlueBryne393Web1.jpg
http://www.thesartorialist.com/photos/6029CafeHabana746Web1.jpg


I love Sart...I love style....it's has been a while



http://men.style.com/gq/features/landing?id=content_9497




uh...




http://wave.google.com/




Uhm..MINDSCREW..This is the future of the internet people...prepare accordingly (via TheWerd)






http://www.theselby.com/4_12_09_lucy_duffy/index.html



New Selby!..(You..didnt really think I would come back without Selby?..Pfft.)



http://www.slantmagazine.com/film/film_review.asp?ID=4342


I've been wanting to see this for a while, ' Who Rollin Wit Me' ?...I mean..dude directed the Godfather because he was broke...You Must Love It.



http://cleosunshine.com/2009/06/08/leggings-are-not-club-wear/


One of my two favorite Harry Potter geeks (yeah..I know…she loses points for that with me too lol…*direct all tomatoes in her direction*) comes through with a new post…My opinion on leggings?...they look better off..*shrugs*


http://speedcine.com/blog/post/2009/05/11/What-Happens-to-the-Filmmakers-Who-Cane28099t-Market-Themselves.aspx



Great read. What happens to directors who cant market themselves?



http://www.newsweek.com/id/200964



It's Stephen Colbert...If you didnt click based on that alone, I don't respect you and you don't respect those who contain egos like mine.




"Heartbreak Scorsese"





Just got this from Snob through twitter at 2 am...(yeah...I know, I should sleep more lol)...probably my favorite song of his so far, fresh video...he's holding it down strong for Australia.



Quote of the Day: Mos Def ft. Georgia Anne Muldrow - Roses




This album is so good, I'm buying it. Mos Def is back, if you dont know who the guest (Georgia Anne Muldrow) is...Please...Please let me renovate your music collection. Click where it says divshare on the side of the song to download.



I'll be posting daily I hope, about my trip......"Smooch."